In Response to Marvin

You want to know how I've been?
Since the last time we spoke 9 months ago?
When you decided that we needed some time apart.
Ok, me? I've been doing well. I've been busy.
But you already know that.
Yes, I got the notifications when you favorited my tweets
All 36 of them
I can appreciate your admiration
But you don't get to disappear, cyber stalk me, and return like it's all good.
Not after you left without a word
Not after you moved on so easily
Now, where's this woman that you love so bad?
Oh, you still think about the times we had?
But my question is
Where's this woman that you swear you've found?
Since you called me I bet she's not around.
I'm just saying I deserve better.
I deserve better than to be ignored and abandoned
I deserve better than to be lied to and patronized
Deserve better than be a convenience for you
Deserve better than to be an emotional crutch for you
Someone to air your hopes, dreams and challenges to
Only to never be worth sharing in those same challenges, dreams, hopes and achievements
Never enough
Never curved enough, fair enough, long haired enough
Never good enough to be the one
So forget your feelings sir, you're too late
I've moved on, no need for you to wait
Forget that conscience that you think you've found
I don't miss you or want you around
I'm just saying I deserve better.